The beginning...ish

My "Self Improvement Project" unofficially started ever since I can remember - probably even when I was a child. There was always something I wanted to do better, or was sure I would be able to do some day like play the cello or be an amazing singer - don't we all?! It just seems that everything I started ended up being more of a phase - which I always assume is normal for a child.

Well I am not a child anymore - far from it, and I am still always torturing myself about something I really must do, or very often not do...it just seems inevitable that I will always have great intentions, but not much follow through. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I do badly, there are just so many things I would like to do, in fact I do believe that is my problem; there are so many things I want to do/achieve/improve that I simply cannot choose a single goal - I have more than I can remember! I've tried focusing on just one thing, but I am not a patient person, if I think of something I want to do NOW. So I guess its pretty obvious why I never finish anything...it is so clear what I should do and yet I can't make myself stick to just one thing, mainly because I don't want to. 

Instead, I am now going to blog about it, which will help me record what I have done, hopefully encourage and keep me on track. It also means I'm doing something else I have always wanted to try and not quite had the courage to do - blog! So here I am blogging about all the things I want to do and achieve, ultimately trying to be the best version of myself. Wish me luck!